Thursday, 24 February 2011

Take The Challenge Positively!

Dengan nama ALLAH yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih.

Entah kenapa, sejak akhir-akhir ini saya lebih senang untuk berkongsi pandangan peribadi berbanding hal-hal umum seItalicperti sebelum ini. Bukan tak ada idea, tapi dah kehabisan kosa kata agaknya untuk transform idea di kepala dalam bentuk penulisan. Agak mencabar!

Today, from the early morning till evening, I kept thinking of what I've done and learnt since two months ago. I participated in a lot of things to make me busy because I'm a curious thinker so I can't let my mind being idle as it will make my mood swings. To be frank, I've met a Portuguese man who is by chance being my English lecturer at Cambridge.

For the first few lessons, everything went smoothly. I'm getting on well with him, though. He's an experienced lecturer. But when I got into learning a new chapter in my module, here was the real struggle. I wasn't struggling because of the lessons at all, because English have been my favourite subject since a few years ago. Although sometimes it can be quite difficult, but if you're interested in it, definitely you can pull through it very well.

The problem is I never agree with the way it is taught. It's OK for him to expect me to speak, listen and think in English...but one thing, I'll never do is to imagine like I'm one of them. I mean in aspect of lifestyle. NO! NEVER!!! I'm the only girl who wears "tudung labuh" (a kind of hijab) in the FCE class but, I'm not a typical Malay woman; who is usually very shy to speak up especially in English! I'm not trying to be boast but I'm very dissatisfied with the LOW expectation. It SEEMS like he underestimates Muslim women in silence.

I take it as a challenge; and currently, I work hard to achieve my goal. I WANT to pass the First Certificate Expert (FCE) test with MERIT!!!!! I'm going to prove that Muslim women also can be outstanding even though they're practising Islam as a way of life.
ISLAM is the WAY OF LIFE! ISLAM leads us to be the BEST among the best!

InsyaALLAH, I pray to the ALMIGHTY to make me strong to face this discrimination and always keep me on the right track. And the same goes to my brothers and sisters.
Wish me ALL THE BEST in my exam in June. :)

I shall not worship that which you're worshiping.
Nor will you worship that which I worship.
To you, be in your religion. To me, in my religion.
(Surah Al-Kafiroon)

Monday, 14 February 2011

Saya Juga Tak Sempurna

Dah lama rasanya tak update blog ni..dengan fikiran yg agak serabut betul-betul membantutkan mood nak menulis. Tak tahulah, kadang-kadang hidup ni memang susah untuk ditafsir hikmahnya.

Entah kenapa, pagi tadi semuanya habis dihambur keluar dari hati dan fikiran yang berkecamuk ini. Dah lama saya tak jadi macam ni, "explode" tak tentu pasal..saya ni kalau explode cuma ada dua jenis - sama ada macam gunung berapi yang meletup atau pun macam awan yang melimpahkan hujan dan petir tanpa henti...

Mungkin dah lama sangat perasaan itu terpendam. Sampai dah tiada ruang lagi untuk terus disimpan dalam hati. Akhirnya, menyebabkan "hujan pun turun dengan melimpah-limpahnya ke seluruh alam" . Betul lah orang kata, "It's how you see that determines who you're".

Terus-terang, saya dah memang tak mampu nak simpan dalam hati "masalah" yang satu ni. It had been ages for me to suffer like this! And I just can't bear it anymore. Bukan semua benda kita boleh cerita pada orang. Memang benar ini satu ujian buat saya. Dan subhanallah, alhamdulillah saya masih mampu melihatnya sebagai sesuatu yang positif untuk diri - mendekatkan diri kepada Pencipta; dan mengakui hakikat 'kehambaan' ini.

"Apakah manusia itu dibiarkan berkata "Kami beriman"? Sedangkan mereka belum diuji?" - AL-QUR'AN

Cuma adakalanya hati ini tertanya-tanya; Ya ALLAH layakkah aku menerima semua nikmatMU ini, yang kalau dikumpulkan seluruh lautan untuk menjadi tintanya, dan seluruh pepohon untuk dijadikan penanya, nescaya aku takkan mampu menulis segala nikmat yang KAU berikan padaku. Sedangkan aku masih belum benar-benar menjadi hamba yang sabar menghadapi segala ujianMU.

Wahai sahabatku di luar sana, dunia ini hanya pinjaman semata-mata. Satu hari nanti kita semua akan kembali menghadap Pencipta kita yang Maha Esa. Biar sehebat mana ujian yang melanda kita, masih belum lagi dapat menandingi ujian yang dihadapi oleh Rasul kita yang tercinta; RASULULLAH SAW.

Bersempena Maulidur Rasul yang akan disambut esok hari, ayuh kita mengumpulkan segala kekuatan dari dalam diri untuk menjadi PEJUANG SEJATI dan yang sebenar-benarnya HAMBA ILLAHI !!! Dengan itu, saya hadiahkan lagu di bawah untuk dijadikan inspirasi...

Thursday, 3 February 2011

Signs of Creator 2 (Part II)

"Chance is Darwinists' false god,
that supposedly does everything and literally works miracles."

ALLAH is The Greatest ONE, the Almighty, the Creator of this world.

What's Darwin's theory all about?
- It's a theory of evolution which is actually not a scientific discovery BUT only imaginary by a so-called 'scientist'.

Why is it (Darwinism) created?
- To keep atheism alive and then leads to capitalism.

Based on Darwin's theory...
Evolution is made up of two mechanisms:-
i) Natural selection
ii) Mutation

Both mechanisms are depending on chance and random occurrence.
Now, let's discuss the formation of protein to argue the accuracy of Darwin's theory.
Protein is said to be formed from a single cell and later become a tissue, organ and then a system.

The odds of a single protein forming by chance are ZERO. Because every single protein has its own specific function so just imagine how can a specific protein combines randomly to form another NEW and SPECIFIC chain of proteins?? Of course, it's impossible to be happened! If a protein combines randomly surely it can't function correctly yet it might become a mutation.

Mutation is 99% harmful and only 1% is neutral (which is neither harming nor giving benefits). It also cannot add new genes but only can harm our DNA. This will cause unsymmetrical creatures.
So, how can a single protein be made by MUTATION or NATURAL SELECTION???

"And it is He who begins creation; then He repeats it, and that is [even] easier for Him. To Him belongs the highest attribute in the heavens and earth. And He is the Exalted in Might, the Wise. " - [Al-Quran 30:27]

Nature cannot create things (protein). ALLAH creates things!
So, Darwinism is just to keep the atheism alive NOT a scientific discovery!

Do you know that ALLAH creates perfect symmetry on almost every creatures to the ratio of 1.618 which is also called as 'Golden Ratio'?
If you'd like to know further about it, you may search it on Google.

So, why not we listen to the speech delivered by Dr. Ahmet Oktar Babuna in the attached video to get deeper understanding?

Last not least,

"O mankind! Here is an example for your understanding, so listen to it carefully. Those deities whom you call besides ALLAH, cannot create a single fly,
even if they all combined their forces, rather, if a fly snatches away anything from them, they even cannot get it back;
so weak are (both) the seeker and the sought."
- [Al-Quran 22:73]